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4 - Farthest Bound
Dreams falling down
Like the tears
From your eyes
Flowers burn like stars
Dreams fade
How will we keep this real
Is it gone?
Hope fades
We cant see our beliefs
This is my story
I can’t fall under
Keeping the nerves at strain
Although you say I'm wrong
We're not quite the same
I can’t go under
I shall scarce succeed
The fear of rejection
The fear of being here
Dry your eyes
From me to you
Our love was a disguise
Although we're done
My faith eludes me
Other pursues their destiny
Fault at last,
Laughed at your fall
Fate it seems
No long to be
This is my story
Farthest bound
Deep in the dark and dust
Hope goes to the ground
5 - Almost Gone
Almost gone!
I am so close the end of despair
Soon free!
I will not lose myself to you
Lost faith I wont ne around
No fucking more
It’s almost gone
Rain falls from the sky
Feels like years been wasted away
For one week, in my bed I lied
Heartbroken what more can I say
But I must stay strong
The pain ss almost gone
I must fight on
Heart broken must fight on!
I fall back to routines
Believe everything is lost
Feeling relieved happy and free
A bit disturbed, well this is me
Almost gone
I can't find peace within,
I wont stay no more
The time has come to go
All these years
So fucking waste of time
Can’t believe this shit
I’ve wasted my life
Almost Gone
The pain is almost gone
6 - No More
No more lies inside
No more frightened eyes
Neglected children, divorcing parents
Screaming in despair
Pain and sorrow
Poor sick people
Why don’t we care?
I know, I love
The girl that has left me
I don’t, We don’t
Know what a perfect home would be
Depression pain and hate don’t die
No More lies will I hide
We are only living once
We can’t keep hating on
We are all so different and we
Can’t get what we want
Some are smiling some are wrecked
Cause life is not as perfect
For some as it’s on TV
We can't do this on our own
I felt this way for years
I know cause it’s my own tears
Neglected children, divorcing parents
We are screaming in despair
Pain and sorrow
Poor sick people
Why don’t we care?
Neglected children, we’re drowning in filth
Forgive us father, for our faults
No more pain and sorrow
Will I ever ignore
7 - Sailed Ship
I’m seeing you
You are drifting away from shore
I am far away on top
Of the cliffs
Cause I’ve redeemed myself
To know you're gone
My ship has sailed away
The neglect to grasp my chance
My soul is empty
You are my one missing piece
Sailed
Pages of the months turned by
Realised; nothing compares to you
But your picture has faded away
The end of my time
Is closing by
It is equal to
That you are gone
Years lost, wasted years
Problems still unsolved, all my fears
I’ve never tried, the regret is no choice
But still I hear the sound of your voice
No time to say goodbye
Life based on lies
A glimpse and I knew you were my one
Praying for your return, chances lost
You are gone
Sailed away
8 - My Depression My depression
Ignorance has made me
I fall apart
Keep screamin’ blind
I’m left behind
I can’t forget the pain
It’s not okay
To force it away
I walked beside her
Felt warm hands touch me gently, she whispered
We're meant to be
Late night, I’m walking through a crowded place
I could see she kissed someone else
Lookin’ at the torn apart pictures
The pieces ain’t mending
But now the feelings relief me
Cause they have turned to hate
And I am crushed
Torn
Ripped apart
My depression
Why does life have to be like this?
This ain't right!
I’ll raise my head and fist and fight!
I’ll fight!
My depression
Solace failed the battle
I can not win this filthy war
Cause I am crushed, ripped open, smashed to pieces
And now I am dead forever more
This is my depression
Faith will drag me deeper
This hate will never leave my broken soul
9 - Last Breath
Chokin’, can't seem to fit in
I’m sinkin, darkly I am dreamin of everything
Loosin the grip of all that I had
All that I knew
And all that you’ve said
Late in the night I am dreaming
Perfectly I can see the life I don’t have
I’m seeing a heaven around me
Everything is perfect
It all makes me glad
Suddenly I’m waking up
Back to the dirt, the shadow of life
The life that’s soon over
The life without light
The life I wish I never was born to have
The life I wish I never had
Last breath! What am I supposed to do!
I’m dead! Carry this a lifetime through?
All alone; no one that cares for me
My last breath
Goodbye! I can’t take the pain you’ve put me through
To hate! All the effort, still loosing you
To pain! Torment and disaster, couldn’t you see?
This is me
Goodbye everything’s lost
Fighting against myself
Realizing I’m the one that will fall
Dead to us all I’m fuckin’ dead to us all
Dead to us all, I’m fucking dead to us all
Running in circles, push me to the wall
From this day forward I’ll never forget
I’m the one that never fall!
10 - My Last Goodbye
These are my last words
My last goodbye
I won’t be a part of you no more
Cause I died today
I can’t confront the pain
Cause I died today
Cause these times are changin’
Our love’s faintin’
My last good bye
Tonight I’m leaving
My dreadful past
I felt love that time
But now the love has left my soul
What have I become?
I know I’ve done so wrong
What have I become?
11 - The Mysterious Girl
Tonight
Break free
Get away
Stop fightin’
It’s over
The Dream
Wake up
Is this our end?
I can’t take this
Left and alone
Abused and forgotten
Mysterious girl
Your on your own
The needles are many
And the overdose is near
The drug addict feels weaker
And she’s fighting with the fear
Paranoia is all the father left behind
To the mysterious girl
They all kept down
She cries in the night
Set some fixes when it’s light
Help is no where in sight
For the girl they all let down
Now the end is near
She’s eating her final meal
We’re turning away
She’s dying today
The girl sets the final shot
A picture is all she’s got
She’s walking alone
She’s torn to the bones
Her father cries for what he has done
He grabs the rope
Though he know that it is wrong
The phone calls
She is still alive
The doctor says that she will survive
We can’t turn away
Thousands are dying every day
This overwhelming pain
Won't seem to go away
The needles are many
And the overdose is near
Asphyxiated children
The love it is not here
Wrath and tears
Souls are torn apart
The mysterious girl
Will live in our hearts